Oh I'm Going, going, back, back to Wood-land, Wood-land.

For the weekend.

Lisa and I are driving up in an hour to visit my family for a couple of days. We're going to check out Sac State and the credential program they offer and if they can sell me, then I think I'll be moving. If not... then I'll be staying in LB and I suppose I'll go to CSULB in the Spring (acceptance pending for both of course). Ah, so much to think about. Apparently CSULA has a great program, as does SDSU. So we'll see. I still want to finish my resumé and work on a cruise ship as a youth counselor.. so hopefully I can finish that up this weekend and see where (if anywhere) that takes me. I'm qualified for sure, but this economy still sucks royally, so all jobs are competitive.

It's funny how I find comfort in knowing that I always have Parkside.

I love working there.

And if I stay in LB I can sub for HBHS, work at Parkside for dinners and weekends and save up to pay for my program.

Or else go to Sacramento, be home more often and spend time with my family and figure out work and expenses later....

Both sound appealing. I hope this weekend tells me what I want to hear - whatever that may be... for better or worse.

Ah, should probably get to packing.

Peace out.

*sigh*

Every now and again, I miss you.

This is one of those nows.

...and again.

I just thought of that and wish I had someone to sincerely miss in a way that's not like "Girl, I miss you!!" or like "babe, I miss you, come hang out", but a true, can't stand being apart, breaking my heart missing. I hate it. But see, I hate missing people, so I do my best to NOT miss people. It makes life wonderful, but then every now and again I miss not having someone to miss because I didn't let myself miss them.

Does that make sense?

*sigh*

:)

What A Week!

CSET for single subject math (algebra and number theory) on Saturday.

Eek.

This week I have been working at CSULB and staying at Lisa's for the most part since there are 5 other people staying at my house in Long Beach. It wouldn't be so bad, except my uncle is really sick and has been sleeping in my room with my aunt so I don't want to go home during the day. I bought lysol to spray my room down when I get back on Sunday, but for now I try to avoid the place whenever possible. I can't risk being sick with my exam coming up and needing the hours at work. Plus, he was sick for over a WEEK! And I don't have health insurance - and I usually get strep way too easily.

So work has been fun! I skipped aerobics 3 days this week though... not because of work so much, but because I didn't want to wake up at 5am again to work out. I had work at 6am yesterday which meant I had to get up at 4:30 to get my stuff together and walk to work. I am REALLY slow in the morning too.... especially after tossing and turning on a chair all night trying to get comfortable only to wake up ever half hour with a hurt neck, back and shoulders.

Ah, Monday things should return to normal.

San Diego this weekend!! Going to Mission Beach with Lisa to meet up with Elyse!! Yay!! Just gotta find a time to go back to the house and grab my swim suit.

Then next weekend Lisa and I are going to drive up to Woodland since I have to go to a credential meeting at Sac State on Friday. I think we'll go to San Francisco on Saturday with my parents :) Should be fun!!! Then it's back to LB on Sunday or Monday to finish my last week of Aerobics.... then VEGAS on the 8th and Yosemite on the 21st! Woo Hoo!! This has been quite an exciting summer :)

Alright, it's almost 11 which means that it's time to get to work!

I can't wait till Saturday after 7pm.