The Beginning Of The End?

Life is all about new beginnings. From daycare or preschool to college to the "real world" and everything in between. My life, in particular, has felt as though it was ending many times. Equally, I have felt rejuvenated and brought back to life with sophistication and radiance.

At the moment my life is at a standstill.

I am at a fork in the road with both paths leading to uncertainty. The first road continues my relationship with my boyfriend of two years in hopes of a permanent future. It holds the prospect of many great memories, a guaranteed shoulder to cry on, someone to dance with at any given moment- with or without music, and a best friend.

On the other hand, the second road begins with a new life of independence from my relationship. 

There is no other certainty.

How do you know when you've found the right person to spend the rest of your life with? And, if you have found this person, how do they know if you're the right person for them? 

I have been standing at this road for two weeks now just waiting for a friendly face to lure me to their side. As the loneliness becomes greater, my ability to think logically is slowly being overruled by my need for someone to trust wholeheartedly

... even when they're lying